Category Archives: feeling blah

Day Thirty-Seven, Thirty-Eight, Thirty-Nine

Posted on 2010 July 16 by vG

Wow. More like three days at a time. It’s been interesting. Had some not-so-fun things happen. Been doing a lot of thinking. Wow. Been saying that a lot, too. I will not fall into the trap. I will not go … Continue reading →

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Day Thirty-One

Posted on 2010 July 8 by vG

Day Thirty-One almost got me. Yup, it almost took me and swallowed me whole, to be lost again. But I wouldn’t let it. I got up, I fed the cat, I made coffee, and I went outside. It is raining … Continue reading →

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Day Fourteen

Posted on 2010 June 21 by vG

Day Fourteen. Two weeks. *Whew* I’m still trying to look UP, but certain things are making that really hard to do. It’s so hard to move forward without resolution. Damn, I wish I could speed things up, but I know … Continue reading →

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Day Eleven

Posted on 2010 June 18 by vG

It’s hot, it’s muggy, and it’s stifling. I’m hot, I’m muggy, and I’m stifling. When I look UP, the sun hurts my eyes. When I wear shades, it makes some things harder to see.

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Day Ten

Posted on 2010 June 17 by vG

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH! Day Ten sucks ass.

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Day One

Posted on 2010 June 8 by vG

It’s 10:05 A.M. and thus begins Day One. There’s a lot milling around in my head, but for the first time (for a lot of reasons), I can actually label this post as “looking UP” and really understand what that … Continue reading →

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Is there a way to organize the thoughts in my head?

Posted on 2009 March 19 by vG

Okay. Maybe I just sound crazy or wacked or just plain silly.  But I have so many ideas in my head that I want to do that it overwhelms me and i end up eating ice cream and watching reruns … Continue reading →

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